Der Gabelschwanz Teufel's Journal

Decided to give up a brief update haven't been up too that much lately. Being stuck at the security desk is'nt such a bad thing really i got net access and have been drawing way,more like a BV-138 Seedrache and a P-38L Lightning linked mainly for

waster60268
Went to a pig roast on Saturday with Bree good time was had by all. After that Rene and Arlie dropped by my place.
heh and my armour was at Sin City but i was'nt.
Wiped my computer out some how too lose all the info on it on big loss nothing i can't replace though cept some MP3's too which i'm sure i can load up off someone i know. The hard drive is fine though it's like someone creeped into my place with i was asleep and stuck a power full magnet in my computer.
But nuff of that crap.
ohhhh i just received cold packs for first-aid :)

Current Mood: working

Notice to all
I have remove a number of people from my journal for a number of reasons yours could be any one or a combo of several.
1. You rarely or never update your journal.
2. You rarely or never reply to your comments.
3. You rarely or never comment on my journal.(Why am i on your friends list to start with then?)
4. I don't know you.
5. I don't like you.
6. You post too many tests,surveys and such.
Some you will notice before others. Hell some won't even notice at all.
I you feel you have been removed in error let me know and maybe we can talk about it.

Oh,this is a post too anyone else my journal is friends only.
if you want too be added let me know.

Current Mood: ruthless
Current Music: Black Label Society - Stronger Than Death

It's over
Now is the time to focus,rest and regenerate. The carapace is cracked and scarred,ichor leaks from the cracks. But the insides are fine i checked the damage was minor and already healing over.

So in other news i got my scanner back and it works yippy!!
I asked the guy what was wrong he said it was a couple of stripped gears. I didn't know scanners had gears anyway after mucking around for a while with it got it running just like new.
I smile.
But had to go back to Richmond to get it though,man that place is weird. I walked out of the mall with my scanner and felt a deep rumbling so i look up just in time to see 747 go right over my head no more than 50-70 feet up the damn thing was huge.

Saw Curt and Janine on Monday for coffee it was good to see them.
Then went to Daryl's last night then to Dawn's saw Mushy,Rene,Waylon,Geoff and Baily finished my booze no more for me for a while.

You can't hurt me cause you never knew me.

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: My Ruin - Terror

Fear and Loathing
I hate this feeling i have but i can't shake it. I am trapped and there's no way out my skin feels to tight. I want to shed it so my insides can crawl away. Did i make a mistake i don't think it was but it seems like it now. I've caused so much pain to myself and others.

But what to do I can live on learn from my mistakes shed my tears pick my fingers till there just bones left(which i'm doing right now that and bleeding on the keyboard). I could kill this Live Journal i've been thinking of doing so for a while now. Maybe I'll generate a code and start over as a nobody.

I could also stagger around half blind and angry lashing out at those touch me thats how i feel.

But that won't solve anything i need to work through this slowly and carefully to avoid further damage.

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: violently ill

what a day
Well yesterday sucked royal ass.
But then i talk to

max_1111 on ICQ and he just cracked up. Now i feel much better

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Benedictine Monks Of St.michael's

Slip stream
Well it's was a good weekend Tracy's B-day party went great thanks goes out to Lonney,Sisko,Haily,Janine,Amanda,Curt,Terry,Geoff,Jeff,Dawn,Waylon,Dave,Rene,Mushy,Daryl,Leila,Brian,Guy and anyone i'm forgetting. Did get that drunk really got lots of photos i'll post them later.

And on Sunday Tracy went for Thanksgiving/B-day with her family and brought home a new computer desk. So i spent most of the night putting that sucker together and moving the computer on to it.

Yesterday went Thanksgiving dinner at my dads saw the new paint job on the condo. And dad gave me a joy stick for flight combat simulator tried it out after calibrating it works pretty good so no more flying by keyboard for me.

That is all

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: something

work work and more work
Well my time off came up today for Tracy's b-day.
But my Saturday replacement at work also the guy i'm training.
Is the weirdest person i've met in awhile he's fresh off the plane from Pakistan like 2 months fresh knows a bit of english not much though.
I think he really only knows a set of trained respones that he repeats at a whim.
But anyway so I'm training him yesterday and i get out of the van to get a drink. I told him to "STAY!! good boy".
So as i get back to the van he gets out and closes the van and locks it.
Normally this would be a problem,if he'd taken the car keys with him instead of leaving them in the ignition.
So i had to break in to the van which never looks good but looks even worse when a security guard is doing it.
Then today he was talking about his family and how he married his cousin and his older brother married his other cousin which kinda weirded me out so i made him go home early cause i couldn't handle him anymore.

End of story

It's the season of the dark horse
Well another week has gone by and things are still a little stressed about the last week. But it seems to be getting better slowly but surely been doing alot of reevaluating my ideas. The house looks like a tornado hit it. I am in dire need of going to Crystal Ark soon,it's been to long and i haven't set up anything for the new apartment yet.

I was suppose to do something tommorrow...well today i guess. But for the life of me I don't remember what it is. It's odd cause it's written on the post it note. But it's just the date and thats it. Oh well if it was important i would remember i'm sure.

Anyway this week has made me wonder who i would feed by hand like a favored pet and who gets the bowl on the floor like the rest of the animals.

I think i will go to Heritan today.

Current Mood: lethargic
Current Music: nothing

Cheeze eating surrender monkeys
http://www.cnn.com/2002/WORLD/meast/10/06/yemen.ship/index.html
I bet they'll surrender before the days over.
Even if they'er being attacked or not.

hahahahahahahaha hee

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: ICP - Fuck The World

China town
Well I had a little adventure today.
I went to Richmond i haven't been there in almost 7 years it was like a whole different city. The bus stops are in the middle of the road on those concrete islands.
Anyway the reason is to return my scanner cause it's busted so we have to go into the shop that dad got it from to fix it.

So the mall that the store is in is a chinese only much like most of richmond i found out today.
When we entered through the doors to mall I was immediately struck by a vast array of scent which i can't describe.
So we get to the store and i'd be lying if i said it was bigger than my bedroom in fact all the stores there were tiny. So we get the scanner looked at and after dad and i have a look around the mall we noticed that everyone was chinese. I saw the weirdest things everything was for sale there was a maybe 4ft shark fin in one store another had fresh turtles,eels and a whole octopus in the meat case. With rows of fish swimming around in tanks behinds the counter.
The malls set up was whacked to it wasn't just one long wide corridor it was like a school with several rows of corridors with room between them.
All in all very fun day

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: art bell

After 3:00
Hhahahahahahahhhahhahhaaaa hee

We can't stop here this is bat country.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Tom Jones

M.D.K.
What a fuck'n day.
I haven't had one that bad in a while.
Fuck there is nothing that pisses me off more than being yelled at by some primitive screw head and not being able to beat him like a red headed step child.Then other shit happened but it would take to long to type it all out so i won't.
Fucking new P.C. policy at work means no hitting the employees.
Then my relief was late i had to phone and wake him up fucking moron.

It was a day

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: me

Wound
Don't you love it when a loved one tells you stuff with the seeming objective to mess with your head.
making you wonder if you don't know yourself as well as you thought.
So i sat and thought and doubted and thought some more about it and still don't know.
It could be true i guess,my actions seem go that way. But i don't feel it and normally that would be that. But she's right why would i act that way then?

Current Mood: confused

Time is a nonevent
Well time from a real update.
After installing all the software and some hardware in the new computer it's 95% done. The store i bought it from didn't install any OS or Drivers. Bitch's!

But it's all done now except the scanner doesn't work but i think it's a problem with the unit it self and not the software.

So anyway Tracy and I went out to Coquitlam to see Amanda yesterday I think a good time was had by all. It was good to see her again anyway. Man does everything in that town close early too. It was like being in Nanaimo again.

Haha Shaw cable called while the computer was broken and asked why our computer was sending so much info out*WinMX*.
They said we were bogging down the whole builds connection. Oh well like i fuck'n care about them.

Well i've started work on upgrading my halloween costume for this already. And have tentatively placed out feelers to see if theres anything in the works for halloween night in this city.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Evils Toy - Nuclear lab

Pruning
Well this time offline has really made me think about my relationship with people who i can trust who i can't and who i thought i could. So after sitting on my balcony for a couple of hour drinking rum and OJ. I decided that some people have to go. I'd rather have no friends than a bunch of whining losers.
I've done the no friends thing before it's quite nice no one to wait for. No one to let you down when they say one thing then do the opposite when they feel like it.

If you've made the cut and i want you around you probably already know. If you don't yet ask most of you know I don't mind telling you to get lost.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: T.S.C. - Desert

Rize from of grave.
Hahahahahahahahhhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!

Freee!! hahahaa Freee to destroy!

Yes the stars have come around again and i have been released upon the net.

Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: the sound of the wards breaking

Dragon ruler wind and cloud.
I call you demon name aloud.

Well my computer is fucked fuck,fuckity,fuck,fuck so i have been only for some time and won't be for a while*i'm at a internet cafe right now*

Any way in other news if some thing interesting happened that i should know about tell me here.
Man! everything in my house is breaking down at the same time.
And Amanda is a big sell out and never does what she says she's going too.Nuts to you.

Oh well thats about it from me.
Those of you who have my number give me a call cause i'm bored.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Some rapp shit their playing here AARRHHHHH

I'm going to waste your time.
I just got in from work and is it called the Building? Yes i think it is.
So work was work I was mean to people what else is new.
When to Dawn's first cause i thought Tracy might be there I was wrong. Saw Mushy and Dave there instead. Then went to Daryl's and found Tracy there with Frank and Daryl. But we left cause Frank wanted to sleep. pansy
So we went next door to Geoff,Chris and Waylon's they were watching Lord of the Rings with Jeff.
So i made stupid comments through out the movie and such then Tracy and I went home.

Damn i'm drunk you have nooooo idea how many times i've hit the backspace key in the last 10 min.
Boy I have seen other people since Saturday WOW!! am i lame or what.

I'm going to sleep good night everyone.

Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: Tracy eating her chips

Oh really! You think so.
It seems some people think i'm going to end up in jail at some point.
Well little do you know.

If i was going to be in jail it would have been years ago. When i did things that could put me jail.

so there :p

Current Mood: surprised
Current Music: Skaven - Abcess

I need info
Does anyone know anything about book binding I think that's what I'm look for.
You see i want to make a large hardened leather sketch book. I'd like to also make it so pages could be removed or added as i see fit.
The leather work isn't the problem though,what i need to know is how to do the interior ie...pages,spine and making them removable if thats possible.

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Sinisstar - Activate the Hate

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